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ENTRY 508 [27 Feb 2006|01:00pm]
[ mood | determined ]
[ music | beverly knight - shoulda woulda coulda ]

THAT'S IT.


i've had enough. from this day onwards, i'm going to start being a really good friend. somebody smack me if i'm starting to go back to my insecurities or something! i'm so sick of being insecure. i'm going to stop this childish pathetic side of myself. time to start a new.

i'm leaving this lj behind. my past. it's a new year. i should move on. stop brooding about stupid guys who aren't worth my time. stop being insecured. stop being such a slacker. stop spending so much time on the internet. stop all those stupid negetive childish doings. yes. this is going to be a new me.

comment then head on over to [info]brokenlyricals and add me.
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ENTRY 505 [09 Feb 2006|10:57pm]
[ mood | dead tired ]
[ music | a1 - if i can't have you ]

Hi everyone!

Sad to say, I'm abandoning my LJ... After such great times spent with it and many sad times as well, I've decided to leave my LJ. I've finally decided that a new year should have a new start. So yes. Bye bye LJ. It's sad to leave. T_T I love LJ so much...

NAHHH. Just kidding. :p

I've just moved into my new home at Z.BunnieBoo.net. So all my public entries will be there and my Friends-Only entries will be here. How can I ever bare to leave LJ? I just love it too much even though it can screw up real bad at times. -_-

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ENTRY 504 [06 Feb 2006|04:34pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | backstreet boys - poster girl ]

Happy Birthday, Drea!


love you!!! -muacks- -hugshugs- :D you're 18 already! :D haha. time to watch m18 movies. XDDD hmm... meet up to celebrate ok? at SAKAE!!! LOLLL...

OMGGG... i'm dying in DTP class. T_T i can't seem to get my creativity going. -dies- HOWWW. and i have like so much to do. OMG! i have to like hand up poh teck's homework tomorrow... and my history essay... AHH!!! like somebody please stab me now. :(

-sigh-

i have so many things to do that i feel like fainting. >_<

I LOVE BSBBB. :x

i'm sorry. sudden outburst of my primary school self. WAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!! :x

ENTRY 503 [04 Feb 2006|04:01pm]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | lindsay lohan - ultimate ]

In comments to this post, talk with your icons, and *only* your icons userpics. Post early, post often, and respond to whomever you want. Just leave a dot or a dash in the comment field if LJ tells you you can't post a blank comment.

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ENTRY 500 [27 Jan 2006|04:53pm]
[ mood | high ]
[ music | mouses clicking/my typing/lecturer talking ]

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR, LJERS!


and all those non-ljers who read my lj. :)


i know it's early but i don't care. :p might not have time to update on the actual day. hee.
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ENTRY 496: Grabbed From Vanessa. [16 Jan 2006|11:50pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | phil collins - on my way ]

note: i'm going to be absolutely shameless and post this right after my other one. :)

one little compliment can make you feel amazing.

so give me a compliment, anything in the entire world, even that my shoelaces are pretty. Put this in your journal. And once you get some comments, put that entry in a memory or tag and when you are feeling down, just go to that entry and this will remind how great you are.

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from tingxi:

In the year 2006 I resolve to:

Become an online stalker.



Get your resolution here




haven't been feeling really well lately... don't know why. probably it's the late nights? :( here i go again. BLEAH. i NEED to sleep early more often. what a bad habit.
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ENTRY 495: Grabbed From Drearyboo. [16 Jan 2006|10:56pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | green day - when i come around ]

i want you to post anything that you want, and post it anonymously.
anything; a secret, a confession, a fear, a love, your opinion about me -- anything.
be sure to post anonymously and honestly.
then, put this in your blog/LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your blog/LJ) have to say.

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ENTRY 494: Lika's Birthday. Macromedia Freehand. [16 Jan 2006|03:50pm]
[ mood | headache-y ]
[ music | lecturer talking, my typing, mouses clicking... ]

Happy birthday, Lika!


i'm so sorry i wasn't there for the celebration. :'( i would do anything to make up for it. i swear. -huggies- didn't mean to hurt you. :( hope you enjoyed the day nevertheless. i love you! -muacks-

doh. i can't seem to get freehand... or maybe it's cause i can't seem to absorb the stuff she's teaching. DOH.

well! maybe i should go download it and practise on my own. ahh! i hope i pass my freehand project or something. bleah.

HI JOCELYN. :D reading this only. doh. listen to lecturer lah! -_-|| LOL.

eee... don't even know what the hell she's going on about. x_x i don't want to fail!!! NOOO... i HAVE to pass. yes. HAVE to pass. i don't understand her!!! OMG! hmm... maybe i should just stop blogging and listen to her instead. DOH.

i have been very doh in this entry. DOHHH.
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ENTRY 493: Parents Coming Home. [15 Jan 2006|10:08pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | ashlee simpson - love me for me ]

yay! my parents are coming home tomorrow night! :D i can't wait. i miss my parents so much. hehe. i baked a rich chocolate cheesecake for them. hehe. the process was rather disastrous but hey, let's not dwell on it. :p

i miss my friends too. my secondary school friends. my squishy clubbers. haven't seen them in ages. :( MEET UP SOON, K???

even on msn, we seem to hardly ever talk. we're always almost busy with our own stuff... :( -sighs- wish things didn't have to be this way, but it's not in our control, is it?

but anyways, i just wanted to say, i miss my girls! they're my one and only. hehe.

we're approaching our 2nd year, squishies. aren't you all proud? i know i am. :D

I love my Squishy Club. ♥

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ENTRY 492: O_O I Have A Choleric Temperment??? [14 Jan 2006|05:48pm]
[ mood | surprised ]
[ music | ou de yang - wu wei xiong ]

You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.
Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.
You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.

You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.
Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.
You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.

At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.
Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.
A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.



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